Lovely Day

Today was a lovely day because Jacob my brother came down from Fairbanks. Today all of us kids just chilled together. It was fun to be all together. It has been a while since we have all just hung out together.

"People rarely succeed unless they have fun in what they are doing."

Giving Thanks

Today I was not in a very thanksgiving mood. I was really missing my mom. Then I remember how much God has blessed me. I have so much to be thankful for. He gave me Godly parents, that dedicated their lives to make sure their children grew up to be Godly adults. He gave me wonderful sisters and a brother that are my best friends. He gave me a wonderful husband that I do not deserve. My mom has passed away and it is the hardest thing in world not to have her here any more. But I am thankful that God gave her many years to live so she could mold me into the person I am today.

"There is a place deep in your soul where a little seed rests. This seed is your amazing potential. Each time you push yourself, each time you breathe a true deep breath, each time you reach your hands to the stars, you nourish that little seed and feed your soul." Karen Tye

Thanksgiving

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and it is weird that my mom is not in the kitchen cooking. You hope and pray that this pain that is in your heart will start to dull. But what if it dosn't? Then what do you do?

"Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom." Marcel Proust

Pain

"But pain insists upon being attended to. God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in our pains: it is His megaphone to rouse a deaf world. --C.S. Lewis"
To bad pain is a necessity to get through life. Please pray for my family. We are going through a painful situation right now.

My best friend

Life was just starting to feel normal. Then birthdays, memories and holidays come. And you feel sad and lonely again. October 22 was my best friends birthday. Life is so weird with out her. She was the most amazing women. I hope when people look at my life, they will see her in me.
"Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom. Marcel Proust."

Bloom

I will grow. I will become something new and grand, but no grander than I now am. Just as the sky will be different in a few hours, its present perfection and completeness is not deficient, so am I presently perfect and not deficient because I will be different tomorrow.

Wayne Dyer

First Post

Hello world this is my first blog post and I am excited about it.  Not exactly sure what will come up on this blog but hey that is what a blog is for. Life is a crazy messed up thing.  One minute you are on cloud nine and the next you feel like you are in hell.  Life always comes at you like a Mack truck and most of the time you jump out of the way, but there are those times that life has you down and there is just not one truck but a line of them, those days are the worst; but I know that after a good night sleep and a good time in God's Word I seem to bounce back and am ready for the next day. That is the basic thought of this blog, I do not want it to always be depressing and how life is getting you or I down, but how life can also be an awesome thing and better ways to live it.